Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Enough is Enough

Ok... i think i decided not to chase any girls from now on...it leads me to nowhere...

I guess life has its wierd way telling about the consequences... A friend of mine told me I have to stop chasing after girls anymore, which I am and I wasnt chasing after any girls from Now on... I will just let the girls to chase after me instead...

Ezar did told me I have to gauge the depth for me to dive...well..Ezar boy..im not diving anymore for the time being... dah malas dah...

Like i said to Eddie... "its enough for me to fall for someone...if i do..i will keep it to myself...let them fall for me and persue for me..." We have more important things to worry about bro!!..

Im not giving up hope for any girls pun...but...tah..its hard for me to express..i just dont wanna fall In love to someone who dont love me back or find me attractive for who i am...

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Kerana Mu Malaysia


Where can you have supper in the middle of wee mornings when you feel so hungry?..just a car ride away to a mamak stalls and presto you got your food!!.. where can you get cheap entertainment, like DVDs, Movies, CDs?... Its all in Malaysia!!.... I've travelled all around Europe and in the UK but nothing beats Malaysia...

A country with such beautiful scenaries, multi cultured and also multi racial, houses of beautiful buildings, old and new and many others that describes best about Malaysia.

Malaysia will celebrate her 48th Independence Day on the 31st August. Theres gonna be parties, fireworks and concerts celebrating Independence day. But is that the real meaning of celebrating independence?

Some forgets the real meaning of independence day the signicifcant of why we celebrating it its the celebration for all Malaysian after being freed from colonisation for 450 Years by the Dutch, Portuguese, Japanese, British and even the Siamese. Nowadays, Malaysian tend to forget that they are still being "colonised" by the foreigners indirectly.. Just look at the way of life of the young generations.

Tunku Abdul Rahman actually pulled it off!!...He managed to get the, then, Malayans to Unite to become one nation. Tun Abdul Razak brought up the country to greater heights by intiating the nations development. Tun Hussein Onn streghten the Unity of all races in Malaysia while Tun Dr Mahathir who made Malaysia on world's center stage. And lastly Dato Seri Abdullah or Pak Lah trying to sort out the countries economic gap between the rich and the poor.

I just hope Malaysian dont forget how our grandfathers fought for independence and not selling the country off to others again...

Happy Independence Malaysia!!....Kerana Mu Malaysia

Sunday, August 14, 2005

Falling onto the ground is OK...but falling in Love is something else...

I hate it when myself trapped in a dilema...whether to do this..or to do that...If i screw it...iM OUT...if i got it...well...its gonna be a longgg phheewwwww for me... sigh of relief

Everything that happens to me seems to be very fast...of all you know it...you are stucked...not in the mud...but the feelings stucked to someone... To be honest...whenever it comes about love or feelings... Im a SHY guy...im just scared that i Fumble...there u have it...scared it the main word here...im scared of Rejection...rejection of selling stuff to some customers is ok to me..i can handle it very well...but Rejection toward my feelings...i don't know...i can cope it...but its hard...

What should i do??...there are some reasons that i cant proceed...but how can i tell about my feeelings for her?!....i know...im a fool of love...uugghhh!!..its soo frustrating to have this feeelinggss....i just don't wanna make the relationship i have vanishes...but at the same time... i just don't wanna her to think of me that i was playing around....but i were serious...and im really sincere towards her...

Well...if you are reading this... Yes...i do have feeling for you...but earlier...i wasnt sure because of the situation surrounds us... But from the day i first saw you till today...i just cant stop thinking of you...

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Cheers to Friendship


Friends to me is one important element in Life...

Not having a lover..like boyfriends and girlfriends...
not the lovey dovey friends...but i rather have a confidant...
someone to talk with..
someone you laugh with
someone you cry with
someone who shares the glory and pain together...

Friends to me is everlasting...

This is to Friends i Have... Thanks for being there...

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Ouh what a night!!!....

Havent done like this one for ages..

Just Friends around the table, having just Ice lemon tea or some Cranberries Cooler....and just had pointless talk...and pointless laugh!!!...

Chilling out...sit back and relax after long days work at Dome, Subang Parade...

Yea..i have to admit...i was little bit high out of nothing too... i can easily get high out of nothing...hwaihaiwhiahwi..

But Naem couldnt join us... if he was there....the FUN will be more hillarious!!....

Ezar and I somehow rather connected last night...Eddie look worried... and Nadirah looks cute and great...and Shukor got tanned up after 6 hour Pulau Tenggol ordeal....but i find it fun...hahahahah..

Cheers to Ezar for being wacky smacky out of nothing...

Cheers to Shukor... welcome to the wacky club... yea..i were so quite when u 1st met me...but i JUST dont like people to keling keling with me YOU know!!!...

Cheers to the Lovely Rose of the night...Nadirah...dont worry...i wont bite u!!...

and lastly

Cheers to Eddie!!!... Dont forget to return back my handphone u borrowed from me last night yaa!!!....whuahwauhwauwuh...POINTLESS!!!....