Sunday, December 31, 2006

Another year comes to an end....

For all we know, we have come to the end of the year now. How the time really goes away without us realising it.

2006 is a year of a transition for me. From a student into the real working life. Am I regretting the transition? Nope...not me. Actually, I was looking forward for it. Another set of new challenges in other perspective of life. Yups, I have to agree that It is totally different from the student days but look on the bright side... you are being paid to be there and not the other way round like we used to be in college.

2006 is the year that I finished my degree. Finally done with studying and examinations. No more tutoring or late night study. Imagine I've started schooling since I was 5 years old. I still remembered I was in Tadika Ladybird in SS19 Subang Jaya... Then It was SS19 Primary School. Gosh, I still remembered I was wearing short school pants and a tie... And every year, we'll have a school concert, I was a part of a choir. After primary, I went to my secondary school further from my house, Bukit Bintang Boys School in PJ....Gosh...those were the notorious days!!...Then, did my Diploma in UiTM Shah Alam and lastly...my degree in the UK... Its kinda a soul searching for me....now, its all over...I dont really believe doing masters straight away...so I did applied for a job!!

Another highlights in my 2006 year is working with an oil and gas company, SHELL as a Mechanical Engineer. Working with SHELL is beyond my imagination. Maybe I did dreamt of working with SHELL but not as just as quick as I am. Am I proud of it?...A mixture to be honest... Good in someways that I got to be in a very distinctive multinational company and have the opportunity that one would like to have. Apart from the pay of course, the opportunity that I meant is the opportunity to travel, to converse with different type of people, to educate myself at my own pace and also the opportunity to give decision and some feel of authority accordingly and wisely. The bad part is, SHELL has always regarded the top of the top company wishlist that one could ever imagine to work with or maybe to be associate with. You are at a certain level that you can't go any further apart from working outside SHELL. Maybe if you start your own business and serve for SHELL later on, it will be a lucrative offer, but if you think to work with other company, you have to be the cream of the cream from other people in SHELL before you can be even considered to be a janitor in other oil and gas company (well...i am being over exaggerating)...But whatever it is .. I am thankfull to Allah that I got this opportunity.

The other achievement is my relationship with my sayang... We've gone through the long distance relationship with flying colours. And we dont have any problems now while Im in Miri and shes in KL. We had this mutual understanding that for us to be apart again is for our own good... The future... I love you sayangg..

Those all were on the high side... The sad part of my 2006 story, would be the departed of my 3 beloved family member. My uncle, my grandfather and just recently, my cousin. These three people are very important in my life. My uncle severed from a heart attack, which no one in the family knew until his daughter found his body were laid to rest. I felt bad that I couldnt make it to his funeral as I was in the UK still. He would be my 2nd father. He taught me a lot in self confidence and also about the business world. Thank you Uncle.

Then My late grandfather... The gentlemen of the family... the icon among us...He's departure was a sad one for me as we were close together. People tend to mistaken thought that I was the Junior version of my grandfather. We both share the same facial feature. Everyone loved him and he will be always be remembered. His contribution to the country too was one of his legacy... May Allah rest his soul.

My cousin's departure too was a sad moment. I managed to see her 2 days before her lost. We chatted as usual. She suffered from kidney failure and shes still young. The family have planned her wedding scheduled next month but her wishes couldnt be fulfilled. She too was my guarantor for my Loan. I surely gonna miss her.

Thats a little much of my story in 2006...and another year has yet to come!!.. Cant really wait whats in store for me... May it will be some improvement in life and also for my family. I will write my 2007 wish list soon.. Take care!!

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Its the mix feeling I have in Me

Well...What can I say!??!...Happy?...Sad?...emotionless!?...Its everything really...


Im Happy because i've finished my exams...It was very tiring week for me... the 1st paper wasnt that bad, but the one which taken the heavy beating was the 5 papers in the row.. the 2nd and 3rd paper was OK...starting the 4th, 5th and 6th paper was really really starting to feeling the pinch!!..NOT a pinch i think....but a PUNCH!!!...both of my eyes are serverely looked like someone had just punched both of my eyes in the eye socket..Thanks to 5 hours of sleeep for the whole week...average of an hours sleep each nite...Wake up very early at 5am and do some revision... DO the paper at half 9 in the morning till 11am.. and back to my room without having any food and back to bed for an hour or so... My Sayang will often call me and wake me up to start my next paper revision session..Thanks Sayang...and the day repeated itself..


It was really a good experience... a lot of "not in the text book" kinda education were learned during the whole time... The last paper was kinda easy.. we had the weekend to revised...but its kinda hard when you drop the revision session and try to start back again..


I'm feeling SAD too after finishing the exams. Well...you can call me weird but I did wish at the end of the exams that I wish I would have to do the same thing again next year...but i know its not possible.. WHY??...because I've finished my DEGREE!!!...yups...it was the FINALS of the FINALS... the END of the whole thing!!...Next thing will happen in my life is the entering into the working world!!!....back to responsibility... My mom's friend told me when I was in London last year, she said, even my mom and herself, she enjoyed being in the UK studying...I would agree her on that...and she also told that...once you finish your studies and going back to home...its all about responsibility!... And yups...shes right on that too...


My life in the UK, well...not that I say that i was irresponsible...but its fun!!...enjoyed the life here...of course there were some home sick thingy happened... not that often tho.. but you can just stay up late...you can just skip class if you just plain lazy... or just travelled around the area at 3am in the city... But once you go back home, I bet to you...i wont be doing all these again... Why??...coz its different... Its working life now..responsible... then you have your family again... being independent in the UK really makes me wanna get a house or away from the family despite i know that they are around the corner....the experience of going to Tesco in the middle of the night for a bottle of milk is really fun!!...but if in a society...it will be there in the fridge..


Its totally different life here...total independence!...its just you with yourself...


I'm kinda sad to leave UK really... I dont know when I'm coming back here again... I will have couple more months to go here and I'm enjoying the end of days in the UK ... It was my DREAM to come here...both of my parents had studies here during their teens and thats when they met each other... My uncles and Aunties also had their education here...so it really inspire me to come here... And its also my dream to work here...but that dream didnt realised....thats actually made me sad...

I'm sure I'm going to miss the awfull weather...it seems that the weather conditions can only be found here and not at the rest of the part of the world... It can change in split seconds! one second its hot and sunny...suddenly it snows!!...then it rains...and then back to windy again!!.. I will write about my experiences in the UK and the rest of Europe in the blogs to come..


Ouh well...i guess thats life... you gain some and you'll lose some.... I got my life waiting for me in MALAYSIA... and got people I love too waiting for me to come back... Its hard to leave my life here.... I remembered that when I 1st arrived UK...i was scared of the new life and leaving the old life in Malaysia...and now it is in the opposite direction...Funny huh?!


Now, I'm starting to pack my stuff now...books in the box, cloths some going to be donated and some will be straight in the box!.... Got to prepare for my presentation next week and also for the race next month (JULY)...ouh..maybe some shopping ?...hehehehehhe..


Take care and see you soon!


Pictures were taken after the exams

Monday, May 01, 2006

It has been Submitted!


Yups...its Finally have been submitted!!...After 9 agonising Months of research, thinking, deciding, arguing, selecting, calculating, typing and binding..It is now have been RESEARCHED, THOUGHT, DECIDED, ARGUED, SELECTED, CALCULATED, TYPED, PRINTED and BINDED, as at 2.35pm today...it has been SUBMITTED...A little bit relief really...but it was a good report I've ever written so far...


THe report is about ENGINE DEVELOPMENT and TESTING for the ASTON UNIVERSITY's Formula Student Team, where this year the team wanted a new set of engine that is very light weight, not as noisy as the previous engine, reliable and also produce more power than before to win the Formula Student race this JULY. So ...me...yours faithfully... took the challenge and got 3 engines for the team to choose and we ruled out to one particular Engine....it is the SMART 600cc Engine manufactured by Mercedes Benz.


Since the regulation of the race ruled out that no standard turbo is allowed to be fitted to the engine, I have another challenge to face, it is to find a suitable non-standard turbo to be fitted into the engine!..And yups..I've chosen some considerate amount of turbos..and we took the best package that a turbo manufacturer can offer us... It was the GT12 Garrett turbo... Garrett turbo was kind enough to sponsor us with the turbo and also some technical help from them..


The selection and matching process involves intensive analytical analysis which needs to calculate and speculate the behaviour of the turbocharged engine and from the design stage...it does looks very good and our team will win the reliability endurance race.


For the time being, the pictures are the new cars and the characteristics of the engine data cant be shown or discussed any further as the car has not being launched by the team. Therefore, just have to wait in JUNE when the car is officially launched!!....as for me...My project was a success and it was one a GREAT enjoying roller coaster ride upon completion of the project....


Now...its my Final Exams...and just a small sigh of relief!!..heheheheh...





Its 4am

Is 4 in the morning....rain trickling down from the skies...and Vincent, Eugene and myself just go back from university going through the past paper for our exams... Vincent and myself have a paper on Tuesday.. and Eugene has 2...


After doing the papers, all three of us went to get some food across the street and we chatted about whats our fate next... Honestly, Im gonna miss this all soon... Gonna miss the late nights studying, late night walks around the empty town center withour worrying being mugged or disturbed by some crazy lunatics... Im gonna miss the chilling with friends and i know..all of us will go to our separate lives soon...


Even though the weather is awfull in the UK...but yups..iM gonna miss it too...


Ouh well..its 4 in the morning...i think im gonna get my sleep and continue studying during the day... and I'm just going to enjoy my life here in the UK..



Dedicate this song to everyone that Im going to miss....


Saturday, April 29, 2006

Something to think about!!!


This was taken from my comment on Puteri Sarah's multiply the Gubra's movie that is heavily critised by a lot of people in Malaysia...its about a love story between two different races and two different religion...but this movie shows closes to the real life in Malaysia... the issues that i commented was


  • Poster of Orked hugging Alan (Muslim and non-Muslim)
  • Bilal touching a dog on the way to mosque
  • Bilal and wife befriending prostitutes
  • Controversial kisses and hugs
  • Bilal cooking for his wife... one of the commentors said that a wife shouldn't even let the husband jejak kaki in the kitchen.
  • Hospital conversations and scenes...

    then this is my comment about the points in her journal...



    personallly i havent watched Gubra yet...but I'm eagerly wanna watch it because the one before, SEPET was really interesting and its a new style of Malaysian film industry... Its a stepping stone for other producers and directors to produce and direct these kind of films and not something so stupid storyline (ie ISKANDAR ..yups..i did watched that movie, Soappy love movies and etc)... Some of them just dont reflect the everyday life in MALAYSIA...

    Yasmin Ahmad's style i think..its something what Malaysian is going through....We are multinational country and the movie caters for all...not just MALAYs because its Malay entertainment.... Broader scope of story line.... theres nothing bad if MEN cooks for their wives.... actually men are better cook than women (ermmm...i meant if u go to restaurants...you are served by male cooks..not women cooks rite?!..even Jamie Oliver is a guy)... For the kissing and huggging scene...well...In Malaysia now...everyone kiss and everyone hugs..i know its against the religion..but the movie reflects people in Malaysia now...and it atually sparks a thinking or reflection of your own actions....why Pejabat Agama or film critics critics the film??...why didnt they aware that, it is really actually happenenig under their nose?!?!....

    Ok...whats the problem with Bilal and his wife befriending a prostitute?!?!...Isnt the prostitute a human too?.. I get this email from this ABIM and these dakwah groups in the UK about why the Christians and the Jews can be devote to their religion and not Muslims kind emails thingy (i think most of us got this kind of emails...)...this Bilal is like the priest helping this prostitute to come back to religion...its a form of dakwahh.... Here in the UK..the Church is going all out of spreading Christianity...and their ways are really cunning.... they dont tell "JESUS LOVES YOU!!...come and be CHRISTIANS!!"....thats soo NO NO for themm..but they help the homeless...they give free foods on the broadways...they show how CHRISTIANS cares!!... Why cant ISLAM way to dakwah be like that?!...Do you know a lot of Muslims in Africa is now converted into Chirstians!?...because the Christians Activist are sooo proactive in Africa by combatting the welfare of the Africans...

    About the Bilal touching a dog...well..again..in Islam Forbid us to own or touch a WET dog...and it we do accidently touch one.....we can always clean it off by samak!...Dogs too are creation of ALLAH...it was MEN's best friend once but because of the ADAM got sent off to earth Incident...the dogs are considered as 'derhaka' to the human race in Islam..

    Well...the question is...are the Malaysian are very open minded people?!...do the Muslims in Malaysia really knows about ISLAM??...why do we have a narrow perspective of thinking where in ISLAM...we are told to learn about other cultures and other ways of thinking... but the values of ISLAM should not be compromised....

    For me...if our Iman is strong...we know the true values of ISLAM.... and we learn about other religion and understand how they improve themselves...why cant we do like what they are doing?!...that is uniting each other's belief into one strong religion... Islam is actually a strong religion....others are scared of ISLAM... but why cant we even unite between one another?... again...Gubra for me is actually a show to open our eyes...and for us to think!..and for us to decide what is bad and what is right...

  • Friday, February 03, 2006

    Enjoy life...

    Goodbye January and HELLOO February!!!... And I have few more months to complete a part of mylife, which I wished to end as soon as possible when I was in secondary school, that is my Education life...or maybe in a better way...my SCHOOLING Life!!...

    I used to complaint to my parents...especiallly to my mom..."why should I go to school??" and she patiently replied to me," is to get your degree, and then easy for you to get a job and the have a family of your own!!"... Alll the time...whenever I didnt want to go to school or for a tuition class... And now.. just barely a few months more, I'll be getting my Degreee...

    So...

    I got my degree now... Meaning that I could get a job?..and I will eventually getting married soon..rite?.... Frankly speaking....I can't wait to get a JOB and getting married to someone I love and want to spend my life with... But My girlfriend, who is now already working...told me to enjoy my student life... coz I wont be liking my "NEW LIFE" after this....Coz you cant skip class when u feeling not liking to go (eermmm...My mom would kill me if i didnt go...but i will give a good excuses to run away from Class really...ehhehehe)...or you cant refer to solution for working problems...

    WEELLLL... shes right!... I wont be able to skip work... or ask for solutions if there is problem arises... but...thats LIFE rite... Not only her telling me enjoy my student life...well..most of my friends told me the same thing..

    I fully understand the way of life works... Its just that...Why must you COMPARE lives?!...Maybe some people out there believe in KARMA... do u compare with your previous life?!.. or you hoping for a better life in your next life?!??.. I dont believe in KARMA or reincarnation... because my religion doesnt sayyy such thing... It just stated about your life during Akhirat (After life) where you will be placed in the Heavens (if you being a good boy or girl) or being condemn in Hell (if you being...notty...hehehehhee) Anyway..thats beside the point of my posting for today..

    The point I wanna point out is...God created us for a reason.. I totally agree with being a student and entering as a working class is different!... TOTALLY... but..why cant we just Enjoy life?!.. Enjoy being a student and also..enjoy being a working force!!... In Islam..its a Dugaan (Challenges) in your life... God wants to see whether how you managed your life on earth... I know working will sometimes go up to your nerve...but how would you handle those pressures?!!?...Even for me now... Completing my degreee is similar to working life...Datelines for assignment ALLLL the time... Even having some time to write a blog would be a privilage for me... or else...i wont have any!!... WORK WORK WORK... my Supervisor told me...thats ENGINEERS!!... working all the time...

    So...i guess i wont be feeling a little bit awkward when I start work later...coz its going to be the same... Makes no different..

    But yea.. I do enjoy my Student life... And I'm looking forward for my NEW LIFE later...

    I'm gonna miss my Student life...thats for sure... Meeting people...Travelling...Freedom...PARTEEYY!!... and yups...you can do mistakes and someone will help you out... Working will be more responsibility needed... times for travelling would be limited... and you cant afford to make mistakes ...if u do...you'll get fired!!....

    For now...I would just enjoying my life.... I shall not make a comparison just yet...and If i dont like my new life later...i would just take it as a challenge!!...besides...i like challenges...

    Sunday, January 29, 2006

    Fuiiiiyooo!!!

    Wahhh..

    I've seen soo many people's blogs and looked into their profile... And they have many BLOGS that they are writting on...WHOA!!...for me...having my own BLOGSPOT and also my Multiply pun dah tak terurus!!... So the many...how in the world they have the time to write almost everything!?!?!?...

    Nak kata i dont read...i read a lot of books!!...nak kata im not up-to-date?...im well into the iPOD era!!!... Nak kata I stayed in the room...I nie jenis suka kuar jalan jalan cari angin!!... but they can stilll write almost everything...

    Satu Blog cukup laaa!!.... =P

    ANother thing that amaze me is... the amount of comments they have (not the advertisment kinda comments)... Sometimes it can reach almost thousands and thousands after it is published!....shessshhh... Amazingg!!...for me to get A comment on blogspot will take agessss!!!...

    whauhwuahwahwhuawu

    i dont know wats got into me today...but... i just feel like writing what i feel now...

    iDAN

    Saturday, January 28, 2006

    Some time for myself to write a blog!!


    Before you know it, we've almost come to the end of January, and a month has past... How time flies so quickly...
    I've been soo busy with my coursework lately, I've submitted one right after I've arrived back from MALAYSIA and it took me 3 sleepless nights to complete it, it could have been finished up just in few hours... It was me not feeling really good at that time.. Just imagine, 14 hours of non-stop flight from KL to London Heathrow.. and all you hear is the buzzing sound from the Rolls Royce make engine used by the MAS 747-400 plane!!... I wass sooo bored till i wanted to scream my lungs out!...but i couldnt... I end up talking to the steward and the stewardess on board!!!...PLUS!!...it was a day flight!!...its gonna be my 1st and the LAST day flight I'm gonna take!!..



    All i can say, i didnt sleep 24 hours till i reached my ROOM in Birmingham...


    Soon after that, i was stucked by a sickness that a doctor cant cure!!... Its my 1st time in MY life whilst in the UK, that i was really feeling HOME SICKK....blluurrrgghhhhh!!... I really miss my family and my Sayang.. Plus...I'm Going to miss my house which Im not going to see.. (My family is moving out this August and I'm still in the UK)...



    A lot of fond memories from that House...20 years living in that same roof... When you were having the house... You wish you've moved out and get a new surroundings... and my wish came true!!.. aand its HARD for me to cope with the news when my MOM told me that they are selling the house and move to somewhere else... At 1st, i disagree with the move...but after long solidatary thinking... I agreed the decision to move... Maybe a new place will give a better life or better stuff!...i dont know..Only God knows best....



    Spending 3 weeks in MALAYSIA with my Sayang and suddenly shes not there beside me was another reason why I was feeling homesick.. Really missed her.... She was patience enough to cheer me up... I was at the verge of going back home...But my mom told me just before i leave, "make her as your inspiration to complete your quest in the UK" and it really works!!... It really made me up again..and I dont wanna disappoint my Sayang and also my parents... I'm NOT A QUITER!!...huhuhuhuhuhu



    But now...after2 weeks back in the UK, I'm up and running... My times is all occupied with work, assignments, meetings and some social outings (like the ALL ENGLAND just finished in Birmingham)...




    Ouh...did i told you I've spend my birthday in kinda cool way?!?!.. I was in SKY SPORT/STAR SPORT and also on RTM!!.. i was the Head SUPPORTER for MALAYSIAN team during the ALL England Badminton tournament!!.... Malaysian team managed to get play till Finals for the Men Doubles but lost to the Danish team...and I lost my VOICE shouting MALAYSIA BOLEH to the teamm...I think i will be getting that sort of coverage back home during THOMAS CUP or anything... It was really cool!!...



    OK..its FRIDAY night... and the place Im staying at is kinda Noisy!!... Most Chinese are not here coz they are having BIG CNY Dinner inChina Town!!.. and left with the Indians, Caucasian (they are going out later for a couple of pints!!) and a sole living MALAYSIAN ...Moi!!...



    Well.. just wanna quick wish to all My Chinese Friends and also my Chinese Readers




    HAPPY

    CHINESE NEW YEAR


    GONG XI FA CHAI!!

    (I'll collect my ang pow later aight!!)




    Till next posting.... Take care!!


    iDAN
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    Monday, January 23, 2006

    24 Years Of LiFE....


    24 Years Of LiFE....


    I've Been blessed with Happiness, Love, Good Health...


    The journey of my LiFE was one GREAT experience


    And I'm looking forward for the rest of my Life ahead...



    Thank you God for creating a LIFE for me


    Thank you Mom and Dad for bringing me up for all these years!!....


    Thank you Sayang ,for believing in me, giving me hope and inspiration....


    Thank you Friends for the joys and laughter


    Thank you WORLD for the Journey of LIFE...


    and 24 years of LiFE... makes me loving myself more by the day...and the days ahead..