Goodbye January ...Hello February

Before you know it... Its already February..

30 days has passed... A lot of things happened during January. Finishing my courseworks, mostly dealing with numbers and errors, tidy up some reports and of course... MY Birthday. Celebrating it away from home is really something, used to have makan makan with the whole family and go out with frens later. Its a bit different this year, I celebrate it with me finishing up my statistics course work and later in class...But the Birmingham community here did put up some celebration for me.. ;) flattered la sket.... The most flattering bit was....( which I never experienced this before ) was my Computer windows was flooded with friend wishing my birthday...I thought someone just planted a virus or something..cuak la gakk...Well..I nearly burst into tears



Then the traveling part... That was quite awesome really...tired but enjoying.. Meeting lots of beautiful people...and of course.... some shopping

Its February now... Its gonna be spring time soon, flowers blossoms birds chirping... my mom's birthday soon... miss everyone back home...wish they could be here with me experiencing this all with me now

i Think iM falling for SOMEoNE

OK...i think im Falling for SOMEONE...OLDER than i AM....or is she Younger than i AM??....dont know...dont know her YET....

This is NOT my first time im falling for a OLDER women...well..not that OLD...but just a year or two older than i AM....

The first time was my MOM's Friend's Daughter, Shes 3 years older than i am...WOW...shes so gorgeous... It was when i was 16 and she was 19 and i OPENED the door to my house...She was like an angel...Wearing white Baby T and white Jeans...i was like ....wahhhhh... and i cant let my eyes off her... But after that...i met her again At KLCC... i didnt recognise her at first...but she said HI to me.....aaauuuuu... imagine how i felt that time... but she was with her BF....then the last time i heard about her was she was getting married...i was like davastated abit... ( that time was after my break up) but my mom miss informed me...wasnt she got married..but her sister.... BUT i didnt got the chance to see her before i leave to UK...ok...thats ok...

Then now...i saw this gurl...i rekon shes older than i am....i dont know...but...maybe shes not...maybe she is...just couldnt find the courage to go up to her yet....i think shes a lecturer...hmmm...older than i am??...maybe not...or both of us same age!?...maybe....she really got my eyes stuck to her....and my heart was beating so fast....never had this feeling for quite sometime!!....how eh!?...how!?...

What should i do!?...what should i do!?!??

iDAN